JUNE 14TH - 10:51

yesterday was my granddad's 70th birthday, my mum cooked a roast which was nice. i was

wearing my hair in a ponytail, i think my grandma thinks i'm famous...

i managed to get a completely uninterrupted night's sleep last night, which was nice. i fell asleep watching big brother live - the show comprises of sixteen people who think the british public will be interested in their mannerisms, but they are all very plain people when they're asleep or drinking tea...

...maybe they shouldn't put the live feed on the television as it ruins the illusion of them being 'kooks'. but then it wouldn't be orwellian... as if it's orwellian as it is! one of them had to change their name to halfwit to get a place in the house! so desperate... but i don't think they even know what they're desperate for.. fame? success? victory? it's a television show!!

i listened to 2/3 of the new bat for lashes album last night, two suns. i really enjoyed it. it's much more exotic than fur and gold, the instrumentation is much more diverse. i'm really excited about seeing natasha at glastonbury, and i'm desperate to find a hoodie that will 

do her's justice...

a couple of amazing quotes from this song...

'when the fires came, 

the smell of cinders and rain perfumed almost everything - 

we laughed and laughed and laughed'

feeling quite attached to this one at the minute...

'but in a goodbye bed,

with my arms around your head,

into our love the tears crept,

just catch in the eye of the storm.

and as my heart ran round,

my dreams pulled me from the ground,

forever to search for the flame.

for home again.

for home again.'

i'm meant to be going to belton house again today with chris, but i've had such a heavy night's

sleep that i feel really tired and wheezy now. i need to decide soon though because he wants

to set off at around one...

really want to goto goldsmiths now... smelling new scenery and meeting new people...

this will be me in freshers week, meeting new people by letting them guess my 'secret'...