JUNE 14TH - 22:21

********* is still in need of some serious lovin. but is happy i have got a few things cleared up with my bubba, i love you baby no matter what x x x

this was the first status i saw when i logged onto facebook a minute ago...real people don't give up on love, they try to make it work. it shouldn't be restricted by time ... i know real love, and i remember it.

had a lovely day today. decided to go to belton house in the end. the weather was beautiful, i have tan lines...chris and i walked to the bell tower - i haven't been there in over a decade and the last time i went was on my deaf friend's birthday..his cool older cousin with long hair came and we all went on a bike ride...i watched my friends play football and my friends cool cousin kiss his lady on the hill...

i fell over trying to climb a style, pulled every muscle in my body. chris loved it...chris and i had to climb a seven foot wire fence to get to the bell tower, made me feel real.. i had an amazing red leicester and chutney sandwich, the price was outrageous and the coffee was burnt, but it did the trick.

we went for pub dinner afterwards which was nice, had a pear koppenberg..i've never had one before. i prefer magners pear, but it was still tasty.

when we got back we went to see kelly, some of her friends had annoyed her through being ignorant, but chris and i are her real friends and we had a real time like we always do. watched wife swap, come dine with me and some of big brother - the commentary on all three programmes was brilliant....

...kelly drove me home at around 21:45. she has a new ipod lead for her car, it goes into her cassette port. we listened to moonland and more news from nowhere.... two of the most amazing nick cave songs. so atmospheric and emotional. from the amazing dig lazurus dig album, such a dynamic album...really excited about seeing them at glastonbury now. i will have to run for the motown 50th birthday show, but i'll run quickly. 

this is more news from nowhere. nick cave's words aren't poetry, they're more than that. just heard on the news that someone has died in glasgow from swine flu, but the victim had been gravely ill for some weeks. 

some amazing quotes from more news from nowhere..

'i walk into the corner of the room, see my friends in high places.

i don't which is which and whom is whom, they've stolen eachother's faces..'

'now betty x is like betty y minus that fatal chromosome,

her hair is like the wine dark sea, on which sailors come home.

i say hey baby, hey betty x (i lean up close to her throat)

this light you're carrying is like a lamp, hanging from a distant boat..'

'then a black girl with no clothes on danced across the room,

we charted the progress of the planets around that boogie-woogie moon,

i called her my nubian princess, i gave her some sweet-back badass jive,

i spent the next seven years between her legs, pining for my wife..'

'here comes aliana with two black eyes, she's given herself a transfusion, 

she's filled herself with panda blood to avoid all the confusion,

i said the sun rises and falls with you, and various things about love,

but a rising violence in me cut all my circuits off...'

he's not allowed to wear a tshirt! he knows what he's doing though, asking for a carrier bag to carry his bread in. pointing - we need to be over there! no-one mentions warren's beard...

i contemplated wearing a michael jackson t shirt when i play my prince set on tuesday, but that would suggest i favour michael jackson over prince. i love them both for different reasons, so i'm not so sure if it's a good idea anymore..

i love this picture of nazimova, she looks so porcelain and feminine. it reminds me of virginia woolf.